After seeing today's incidents at the Boston Marathon and the other things going on in the world, I know how most must feel, oh my god, what is going on in this world. I know that this is what most normal people think and are asking themselves. But for me, its more like anger and just analyzing it along with just wanting to do something violent in return. I have come to the conclusion that I always don't feel or look at things the way that others do because they want to assume that in their own world, no one or thing will hurt them.
Or it won't have a affect on their lives or way of things. I am sorry, from analyzing history, events, the world and mentality of people, here is a fact, we are in a world that not only dehumanizes one another, but has no value on life in general of any creature or being. I mean if there was intelligent life out there in space, I would stay a distance away as well. I mean these events and deaths are not affecting me like they should, its almost a feeling of i knew this would happen or saw it before, very weird. I mean my ancestors all the way down the line fought for everything for this world and country, along with many other battles against their own. I am one of those whos mentality is not probably the greatest, I mean it takes alot to get me mad, but you hit me or family or innocent or whatever, I will be skull fucking you in a heart beat, I don't care who or what you were or are.
Theres always a way to get to you. You see, my mentality is this, I will burn your world to ashes and everything around you, then I will focus my sites/full attention on to you. . So back on subject, My changing mentality is that I am starting to not feel bad about these so called tragedies or horrific events, almost like everyday thing, violence doesn't surprise me and doesn't seem like a distant thought anymore. I am always on guard and always analyzing people and trying to see if they have angle, which i don't like because i want to give people the benefit, but when your government and people all around you seem to have the mentality memememe and screw you, then its hard to get out of this thought train.
I mean look at employers, they will screw you due to they believe since so many people are laid off there will be plenty to replace you, if yo have kids, good luck at finding a job due to the fact if you have to take time off your screwed or pick them up when sick. this world has just become so back ass wards that I mean I look at it as a problem anymore and it will take something that will get everyone to think to change things, our country is corrupt and colder than most, i am starting to see why people leave country and go else where, i mean i will go for the union up to canada to build oil rigs and other stuff since they actually want to work you and not try to screw you even thought they have their issues. I mean you have to work to live instead of live to work. The media and the politics in this world will be the undoing of us all and with how divided people have become, i just don't care anymore about the newtown families, the president, ect, all these politicians and parties have turned everything into a circus and us them for their own agenda while the families go along with it.
If you do your history violence will always be there and weapons will as well, it will never change, you can force it, but all you do is force it underground and people to take drastic action. my bloodlines have always been involved in war among other things and from what I heard or read on them, they all understood it, but they never glamorized it by talking about it all the time or putting it on tv twenty four seven. I just don't understand why people would glamorize it or use it to benefit their causes when the world is falling apart around them, I mean I would do my job and be done, move out into the country, want to be left alone, but instead people want the attention, using religions and other things for their causes distorting the word of those religions, I mean by doing this, all of them will end up where they don't want to in the next life, most of actually will as well. I have just started to rant and not making much sense, so i will go and get my stuff done, later.
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